Last two months have been nothing short of a roller coaster ride and a bumpy one. Changed jobs…switched to another industry after much speculation and deliberation and trust me am still confused and diffused about my stand.
First I spent most of my time dealing with the grief of leaving TOI, then adjusting to a new environment and work I so detested, then to a new industry where I’m on the other side of the fence, coping up with the newness of it all, and craving for work to kick start.
I’m the kind who is low on patience (very), want everything to happen now! And fast!
Restless soul that I am, it gets difficult not to drift.
It’s only been a week and I feel like running back to writing/journalism, only this time I’ve to stick around for a while and get thing straight once and for all, only this time I need to step out convinced of what I’m doing and why, only this time I don’t want to be hasty and impulsive.
Too many questions were asked…many I asked myself to the elusive I, but, it led to nothing but irritation…so here I am!
Things changed rapidly…friends moved to different towns and cities, all of them at a snap of a finger, I started being more with myself than I’d ever been. It gets lonely but too pre occupied to gauge what’s been happening. Let me make that fashionable statement – Moving with the flow, you see!
Do I feel out of place and yet in the spot? Yes, is all I can say and end.
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